So I need to get something off of my chest. I honestly think some people have no feelings for what they say about other people. We have all had people talk about us behind our backs, and let's face it, we have talked about people too. I know i have, but most of the time it's harmless, nothing really bad lol. I believe in karma, so i try not to judge others. But honestly some people just boggle my mind.
Most people don't know this, but i had some problems around august (female problems if you will) and they were pretty sure on what it could be, something called endometriosis. I don't know exactly what it is, but it causes scar tissue and make it harder to get pregnant. However they don't do the tests to see if you have this condition until it's been a year of infertility. So we will probably never know if i have it, but that's ok. I'm pregnant now!! Pretty much since corey came from iraq (in december) we knew we wanted to have another baby, and since it was so easy to get pregnant with ami, i hoped it would be again. But in the back of my head i always thought, "what if i can't have anymore". So after many months of negative pregnancy tests, and stress and tears, we finally got the good news! All of our family and friends were really happy for us, and i don't think i could have been more happy for us! But come to find out, (as always) there are still people out there that aren't so excited. Apparently i'm "stealing thunder" from others with the baby news, and that kind of hurts my feelings. It also makes me laugh. You really can't consider me and this person "friends" and it's been this way for quite awhile. And even though we aren't close anymore, i still wish the best for this person. But really? are you jealous? or are you bitter because of the way your life is going right now? i know everyone has problems in their life. i get it. I have people in my family who are sick, who don't have jobs, and i'm dealing with being alone away from everybody. But i don't sit and come up with crazy false things about people to make myself feel better. I am so grateful for what i do have in my life, and what will be here soon :). some people shouldn't be able to speak lol. anyway that's all i got right now. i'm gonna get back to my sunday. happy nascar everybody!
I am glad you got that off your brain, Tricia. Blogging seems to be very therapeutic. Haters and jealous people will never be happy for anyone except them selves. Those are people you need to stay away from, negativity is something that destroys. It's not necessary, not welcoming and certainly not appreciated when you find out it involves you! Don't waste your positive energy, (What little you do have, lol) on negativity. Brush it off and an move on to something more important, like your beautiful family. A woman can only consider herself blessed by God with a miracle when she finds she is expecting a baby! God does not consider pregnancy a competition. Nourish yourself well with all that is Godly, positive and healthy. Tighten that circle of friends, so you are surrounded with positive influences, and you will be just fine! You are an amazing woman, mother and wife. Corey is a blessed man, and I know he loves you bunches! Be strong, be kind, and be Tricia! I love you, Miss Terri!
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