Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Change is good.....right?

So this is my first blog post from my iPhone! I didn't feel like getting my laptop all set up, so I decided to try this...
As I have mentioned before, my family and I are all moving into a new house. This week has been tiring, but not as tiring as this weekend will be, when we actually unpack the boxes and organize everything. I'm really excited, but yet I find myself still getting sad at times. I come across a box of random stuff that was in our junk drawer, and it makes me remember my house in Washington. Or I come across pictures that were hanging in our living room and I get a sinking feeling in my stomach. I know this is all going to work out, it's all going to be ok, but I am human, and a girl at that, with emotions that are really hard to control. I don't like change. Never have. I didn't wanna graduate from high school. Not because I actually liked it, but because I was getting thrown out of my comfort zone. Moving to another state was hard (both times) but i adjusted and that became the new normal. The same thing is happening now. My family had lived in this house for almost 14 years. Now we're moving somewhere new, not far, but still a new place. I just wish the circumstances were a little different. But I can't change that, and that's something I'm working on.
A little update on the move: we have most of the stuff in the new house still in boxes. Friday is the big day, when we move all of the furniture and stuff we still use. We have had lots of help this week from family and friends, and will have even more help this weekend.
Well I'm tired. And I don't want to go into details about the rest of my day. Let's just say, divorce isn't fun my friends... Keep the prayers coming :)

1 comment:

  1. Sometimes change IS good and can be a chance to recreate who you want to be. I have been and will continue to pray for God to walk with you and guide you. I know that He has great plans for you and those sweet girls, love you and can't wait to see you in May!!!!

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